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Sunday, September 16, 2012

They are looking for me

The Time Of The Lilacs
The Time Of The Lilacs (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
The winds has been in the hollowing zones and its sound emitting from it making the entire atmosphere severing with underfed feeling and also some sort of jubilant syndrome , noting to be heard about and the entire structural syndrome is just making the entire atmosphere in a very awkward congenial environment. The sounds seem to be matching from the woods but the origin of it cannot be traced into because of its similarity with the entire atmospheric structure. The sky seems to be not to be found here as it is full with trees and many big branches of trees that have been covered here and there. The wind is slowly getting its motion and it is fast approaching the night time. She while driving to the city nearer to the vast jungle happens to reach there because in search of water as the engine just been getting hotter due to long drive and the distance covered was half of it and still many more distance needs to be covered and that is why she wants the engine to be cool enough so that it will not be out of the order in the way while driving out. She reached here in the midst of the jungle by fault while searching for water, due to the dense forest she not able to recognize that the day is fast falling into the night’s fold and that is why even till she not recognizing that the night is already ahead, she feels that she is at the jungle and that is why it is dark out here and she has to bring water to make the engine cool enough o sustain for the rest of the journey.
In search for water she just crossed the deepest grudge of the forest and has reached the land of this areas where there is always a very less possibility to get it back to the main road and the more difficult part is that she not knew this and still searching for water  by going deep into the forest. The deepest gauge and the land she just crossed but she is concentrating only on one aspect that is to get the water to cool the vehicle engine and that is why she simply not able to remember the exact land and the passive location she is just been trying and still time she is not realizing and suddenly she heard some sounds of water.  This is heart breaking for her as what she is just been searching for now she gets it back and that is why she is now enchanting with joy, by capturing interest as if by fail , it seems that  it is failing over something and the furthest and the highest degree of utmost extreme and quality is being reveled here , the finest and the most superior quality is being demonstrated here. The passive occurrence and the straight minimization of the entire land structure have been scenic and it is very passionate and cannot be described as it can be experience with the whole heart and the mind into it.
She just stunned by the beauty of this scenic structure and it cannot be imagined as she is experiencing the beauty and now it is time to take the waster and run into the road from this wild so that she has to reach home in the morning as she has to drive through the road through out night in this long expressway road, it is time to get it started. She took enough water and now she looked at the sky as due to spring is running there is no tress out there and from here the sky can be seen with great desire and astonishment and for this she glanced at the sky, she observed it is night and full moon day and the entire arena is looking a silvery white as if it is under the snow and it looks stunning it is grabbing the commanding attentions, the jungle is around the stream and it is denser than even what can one imagining, it is causing and capable of creating the bewilderment and also in this process it is making the fear factor more and more shuttle and strange.
It is like sand bagging and it is striking and beautiful by downplaying one’s ability to imagine and go ahead, the entire structure is significantly making it to work more towards the symbolic advancement and its related pacific occurrences. She is now felt with emotive impact of overriding shock and apathy with the incoming of dizziness seems being knocked inconveniently by a heavy blow, slowly overcoming the astonishment and the belief and she is now realizing that it is night and she thought it is the day and that is why she is crossing it over and over to reach here and nothing to worry about. She is slowly dressing hr mind and now she is feeling the real danger of reaching inside the jungle and how to manage and cross it and how too safely vehicle must be many more questions that is running into her mind and that is why she is now simply scurrying and scuttling to the location. The entire road is now not visible, through she had the light in her hand but the mind is still not sure enough to cross and to cross a few simple steps she is not realizing how it should be done.
The entire atmosphere is serving with fear and the way it is catapulting into the minds of her cannot be said and discussed she is shivering with fear of vary unknown entities, her moral abominations are getting out of hand, she is feeling the fear from deep inside and she just feeling as if from every corner there is the fear latching unto her and how she will cross this barrier is the million dollar questions to answer.  She opens up her mobile to see whether the tower is there but sadly there is no tower and the entire network is nothing here and she is desperate and want to get in touch with family to let them know where about of them, the images of fear is rattling with due course of time and how to surpass and manage it is the sole part of the life she is to take and she is wondering how can she not knowing the entire journey to this state of the mind. The unassuming proportion seems getting out of the hand and the process is still making the matter to the worst parameters by making the entire process go beyond any sort of imaginations. The probability of passing all those imitations that are being running into and outside the mind is simply not withstanding the ideas that are being crippling into it and the way they are making it too run into the membranes of minds by going through different veins and structures cannot bedeviled and understandable.
There seems to be some shivering in her leg and she is now in deep trench of fear and she half closely looked at her feet to see one big spider is certainly nearer to her feet not touched hr but the way the fear and the mind is working it get to her that the dangerous spider with poisonous substances is being going to attack her so she had to be alerted and cautioned. The path to unknown can never be attained but the courage and the anticipations has to be getting into the perfect mold so much so that all these will be managing into the wonderful atmospheric understandings that has the rear quality to sustain and attuned into. The unending provocations can be very dangerous and needs to mitigated so that it will not be in some sort of bad situations and the route to the express way needs to be carefully meted out so that she had to concentrate on sounds of the vehicles so that she can catch the vehicles running in and out from here and this is very important for her to decide and be courageous. Slowly the exact surroundings is making it more and more difficult to understand and attain and for this entire situations is slowly wonderful to its maxim and that is why she has to grab the courage so that it will not be making any sense of bad feelings to her mind in the ultimate quest for tom reach the express way.
By concentrating all the courage into her mind she decides to stand in her own feet so that it will not be any sort of bad ideas that she is falling out as she has to stand and stronger and that is why she has to find the way out and for this the only thing she will be doing is to walk and stand and go beyond. This can be specific and in some other situations with all these basic parameters at hands these can have some sort of very dignified and glorifying experiences to make and let it  do the passion of making to work. How to reduce tension and the stress and the simple thing is to she stand and try to dance by murmuring some of her own favorite songs and that is why she is making all the tensions going and also she is also very much concerned that these sounds may be heard by animals that is why she just singing very slowly and that is why she is making the dance. She is also making ti to dance to hr own tunes that is making hr to move beyond and also she sees her mobile battery that is full and it is better to listen to songs by using her ear phone and then from the smart phone she just choose from her favorites beautiful music and then she walks into the road and in this way she has no fear to be from the outside and also with the songs and she is just walking with the tunes if her favorite songs this is to endure that she will to fall to the deep stress that is being carried out. In this way she will have to all by herself keep her moving from the denser forest to the express way to reach her vehicle. The process has just been started and it is for sure that t she will be reaching to the express way soon. She is very confident and that is why all the forces of strength is just been getting more and more stern and she feels she is at the correct side and that is why she is keeping the walk.
While looking here and there and listening to the songs she will have to be careful and also for this she will not have to make her heart weak and that is now she is getting the inner strength in the name of confidence and this is what it making it more and more prune to the positive side of the journey y for he ultimate search.  She glanced at the back side and confirmed that everything is fine here and nothing to worry about and then she started walking as it feels she is returning from some sort of understandable favorite places and that is why the entire walk is making her more and more feel at home. Now after a long walk it seems she is in the correct direction and sometimes it seems that the entire environment is revolving and it is she is standing still though it is not right but it feels such that and for it,  it is better to get back into normal mode and for this she has to concentrate herself and  get strength from the inner side to get the feel back and make some wonderful and amazing amendments to her practical spheres.







Thursday, August 9, 2012

Drive without a driver a short story

The upcoming to the hills seems fantastic with the four wheeler steering in my hand and the driving passionately and after some time the ghat road will begin the most treacherous one with lots of curves and the lanes and how to reach the next part must be of a great challenge. In this lonely road the only friend seems to be the mirror namely the rear view and the road and in between there are plenty of grasses and then greenery and the road is beyond doubt the most difficult road I have ever experienced. The vehicle is in good mood as it has been on the service line for the last two days and everything is fine. While driving the car in a lonely way it is always some sort of not so comfortable when you are alone and that too in some short of nearer to horrific road settings. I glanced at the back and seen everything is prefect and then drive the road which is like that of serpentine and it is like moving the steering from one side to the other and changing constantly the gear box. It is hard work though.

After almost two to three kilometres been to this ghat road for the first time I saw one vehicle that is the passenger bus which is striding to cross it and before it , it blows the all alarming and surprising sounds and I alerted and stay at the side so that the bus can pass my vehicle smoothly. While passing I glanced at the bus driver and he signalled that tow other heavy vehicle at the back of it and due to ghat road style they are not visible. I glanced at the passenger side of the bus and see there is all girls’ bus and may be some sort of picnic or study tour they have been at. They are all chanting and smiling and dancing and enjoying the moment and some of them also wave in signal of appreciation and I also retune back them and after that one long striding truck and then one more bus which is half empty passed the scene and then I start to drive.

The vehicle is in good mood and also I believe am feeling lonely and it is better for me to start some songs so that I should be feeling at home and for this I try FM stations and have the feel and enchanting with joy that four FM stations still getting the signals here and for this I tune them to one of mine. The music is the rocking one and most of it are my favourites but the problem is that some of the songs are in remix mode and I prefer not to listen them as I do not like the remix songs as I believe these tend to break the song and also in this way the sheer magic of song is minimized. The tuning of the songs is been broken and the music side is so loud that sometimes you cannot believe that you are listening to this class of song and the more and more to it just been getting eroded.

I am returning to my home in this weekends as for the last three following days my college will be closed and for this I decided to stay at my home with my family. I could take the alternate route but the fact of the matter is that I forget to make the advance booking so I decided to drive it to home and for this am also enjoying the climate which seems to be falling a bit as it is now cooler with each and every second it is running. I am lonely but as the brave girl and also I do not take any serious adventure but I believe mu vehicle will not run out of the stream and the road ahead seems to be fine , in the upper curving zone I have to change the gear box and then I heard one sound and believable of some of the passenger bus and it is and then it drove past to me and I saw no one in that bus and it may be returning or something and the driver just make some gesture to me which is some what I know it does to girls so I better not to heed that and make the driving.

We tend to believe that it is the men’s world but I do not think so but that driver think so and then I began to concentrate on my driving and listening to some cute songs and in this FM channel all the songs seems to be from original sound track and ma really enjoying all these. The climate is now lot more cooler being wearing one tee shirt I desperately need some of the warmer clothes , all are at the back side and I do not want to stop the car to bring that suit so still now I cannot want to stop the vehicle so I decide that whenever I will see some family in between then I could stop the vehicle and then wear the dress and for the time being I will have to run the car and it is now going in a good speed as I have reached almost in between the ghat road and this signifies the half of the distance I crossed as my home town. The scenery and the long horizon is being enticing and I know from now one there will be the road to downwards and also I have to drive more cautiously because the speed will be on higher side and also I have to cross the more dense forest range the most dense area of this continent to reach the hill down and for this I have to drive more cautiously and wonderfully.

I checked on the tank capacity and drive slowly but steadily and slowly due to overcast conditions and also related heavy inclement weather the road side has become more and more darker and also one truck passes and that has the head light on and that signifies how the road can be. I decide to put the headlight s on and started driving and also there are the ways which are more clearly symbolizes that one should be expecting this and that in the straight road ahead and driving in this present torrent is not that much so easy as playing any sort of driving simulated games and now I slowly reaching to the most dense forest arena where even on the day time there seems to be all the darks and some where in between there are the branches of big tress just been running down towards the road as the car driving situation I have to watch all these for it so that I will not be making any sense of not driving good. I heard the sound of some vehicle and try to observe and understand what vehicle should be as the sound is not so thick as earlier so it should not be the vehicle of big type like that of bus or the truck , it should be the vehicle of four wheelers and most probably the sport utility vehicles type and let us now observe and try to understand the trend and so for this I began to drive more and more care fully and try to stay at the side of the road so that the up coming vehicle have the chance to drive and pass me through easily.

The road is dark and bumpy and that vehicle is coming towards my vehicle at a very high speed and am surprised to find that in such road conditions and in the ghat roads amidst this jungle one is driving so speedily and that too that vehicle is at the receiving end of the road this is of great surprise to me. The path is narrower and bumpy and the problem here is that form the back side you cannot watch which vehicle is at the front end but still that vehicle is running as if it is at the haven and knows what is at the next. The road that vehicle is narrower and from the side and it is reaching to the road which must not be visible and that road is also at slope mode and suddenly that vehicle appears and that seems to be on the high speed, I just worriedly have a glance at that vehicle, and luckily and with good mind of anticipations I stayed there otherwise there could have been a great collision and the damage side must have been in greater contract with mine as my vehicle is at the receiving end and it is smaller compared to that the other vehicle. The vehicle passes and it seems it goes beyond straight into my face as the speed is such that it feels that way and in fear I tend to close my eyes and then open and saw the vehicle passing and surprise to see the driver as there is no one in the hot seat. I then glanced and seen nothing and no one is driving the vehicle and the entire road and the architecture seems to suggest that how it come and how it is happening, I been surprised to see the trend and my hands just been freezing with fear that has been augmented with the sense of more and more fear that is been in create with that sort of surroundings and then I get back my confidence and drive the car.

While driving I am feeling as if am in no where and my heat is feeling the loose and the courage is slowly dissipating and I time and again looking at the back seat in fear and also looking at the passing cards and vehicles . It is feeling like letting lose all the wires and also the feeling of the sense of fear seems to be extricating with each and every bit of ideas and am still driving have to be more and more steady so that I can reach home. I have to get my act together as I am feeling bit lose in courage as there is still some distance to go but with each and every moment I experience the awe and the fear that I had seen few seconds ago and that fear seems to surrounding me and stretching me beyond limits. Feeling of fear and in the tight situation needles to say should extract more and more glossy and bad feelings and being at road in the car driving alone and towards the home in the overcast conditions seems to be very difficult but I have to pass all these to reach home.

Thursday, June 14, 2012

The rainy days

The inherent cohesions

Still fathom to be true the mechanism of inherent cohesion and the thoughts which has been the magic in my mind flowing through emotions. The friendship and beliefs all has been in the watt to phantasm. Each and every day seems the dreams that are being wonderfully crafted and all the togetherness is going to find the attachments. The schools just been opened and the new season and the new study, the fear and the searching for absolute wonderful holograms is making all the waves of mind and heart. The friendship goes much bigger as it is one of the rarest of one which has the due respect and other commands. The co education and the sheer imaginative solution with newer study and assignments is going past all the horizons and remembering all the stories about us and still longing for it. The thoughts and the passion is always there though all are not to be known because of the stage of the age which is still going for some sort of manners and the passion involving one another.

The bell rang into the school the abnormalities is never known and many class fellows students one new student and we just glanced in surprise because at this stage it is almost impossible for the readmission. Some said she was there before two years and now reaching here again. That town was the hill town and the atmosphere is completely hazy with clouds going here and there and roaming inside the heart. The sheer looks seems friendly and it seems she is staring only at me, may be right or wrong does not matter it seems we have been friends for ages. The hazy looks and the parking in her eyes seems for me but still in doubt as it can be some sort of imagination on behalf me and can it be real ?

The rainy days


That day was just the beginning of the rainy season at the hill station. Climate is cloudy and it was rainy day for the continuous four days. Tuition and going to study are the practice going on and this continues for the very longer days and hopes to map it on with different parameters. During that time the television signal never come out cleanly and you have to see with deep eye mechanism with long terrestrial antennas to see the television which is many a times seems the waste of time. The rain here was fantastic with complete same control of water pouring in an out with the sound of mud clouted tapings and the jumping of mud into side ways and the plotting of water and turning it into mud brown color is something my child hood always enjoys and in the standard eight and that is the parallel line between the child and the adolescence is many a times the anthropological assessments.

The entire climate and the clouds were seemingly touching me and then going over due to the location of the hill station. It was the Saturday morning and the school again got the rainy day sad part for me as I was good at academics and wanting desperately to school so that some of the problems which I had faced in the night during mathematics session need to be corrected and rectified by the teacher. It had been four days where my school is going in and out for rainy days as the rains are poring and sometimes it freezes and small drops of snow falls in between making the entire body more and cooler. The streaming wind is bustling into the arena and making me artificially crying for it. The entire arena is surrounded by the sounds of various rain creatures and making the whole atmosphere somewhat gloomy due to this heavy weather.

The mild and sometimes awakening of the lightening is really making the entire night in the dark glorified and the distance hill is really shining with the touch of the lightening.

Finally a clear weather

The continual rain ended in the morning of Tuesday, it was a thoroughly enjoyable experience spanning over four to five days of continual rain and the last day was the complete snowfall a must wonderful experience. The throbbing of rain stops almost four days of schooling and this time sure the day will be hectic with lots of studies and weekly tests as and when I was always prepared for the tests as scholar student as I am. Four new students enter this batch in the standard eight and they ha\d been recognized and introduced by the class teacher. I would rush to school  as I would not want to reach jut before the customary prayer and that is why I rushed to school though the land is opposite side of the slope and that is why while running the feeling of speed breaker to the mind does comes in. The atmosphere sans then sun ray and it feels still sooner or later there will be the rain in the vicinity and that is why I was running to school to reach there before the rains starts. Cool winds shivering all around and this seems that it is the sign and the nature telling me by the side ways to run to school otherwise I would get weight.

Due to heavy food the running to school seems a bit heavy but I manage it and then reach at the school compound and before that slow snow fall again comes and I was happy that I finally reached school. It was time about to start the prayer and I stayed at the lien of my standard eight and due to reach just in time I had to stand at the bottom of the line. Then, I looked at the front that was there and one slim figure standing and it felt me that I did not know that class fellows so I tapped the hand and wanted to ask where have you been? The response was sudden and  with a complete smile beneath and turned and I realized that she was a girl though from the dress point of view and the rain coat over it I thought a boy so I stood slightly feeling guilt in my heart. Her smile convinced me she not felt that way and she school hands with me and that was the very first time I shook hand with an alien lady and that feels something different and that time at the standard eight I certainly could not understand the real feeling but it seems that the coherent and the inner attitudinal prolongers seems to rise above some still structure.

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Wednesday, October 12, 2011

The tears

The passive unspoken expression, been sordidly absolutely imaginative continual of movement meant to be a sorrow happenings still the sun becomes the sinking par phase and the passive emotions go on begging. The unspoken reality, the rage, and the behind the scenes calculation cannot be going on forever, the amicable plasma is being continually inside the spot and the progress and the passive occurrences can only question the real paraphrase and the spasmodic substance to live in. The mantra of success is written well but the obsolete mechanisms is going on till to date trying to justify the meanings and the parleys in between and making the hurl of disturbances which can never be undermined. Success is going to be healed the matter possess can only be stream lined the passive acceptance and the mutual soccer’s is going to be high and high in the days to come.

The phenomena cycle of the very fact of observing the environmental capacity can be controlled or can be self sustainable to accept the periodic amplified intensions. The problem and the solution is a straight thing but the path is always blurred with shiny red glimpse of compulsive and puzzled path. This way the road ahead can be sometimes gloomy and uncensored and the positive acceptance is maintaining the path to success mechanisms. The applicable range is reducing and the show motion is making the obstructing which is not guaranteed or censored. How this can be , some times ago it is true and the real and now it is soon becoming fed and the blurred vision and its visionary is making the waves of implication and the possible platitude of acceptance is ignoring it through various malaise intensions.

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These flows of such enormity of thoughts and the tears embedded within it can only be seen through some possible implication of envision mechanism. This vision is in true sense been the real and the unique but how can it be proved as it is rare and no one has it to show it as the parallel of thoughts and amplitude. The possibility of this sight is fast emerging as the futuristic vision but that too be diagnosed and specified and then the entire process need to be segmented and taken to laboratory for some specifications. Can this be happening, or else it is going on the same way, the tears are rolling out the possibility of solution is in the haste but the magnitude of vision is granting the ultimate phenomena of the wonderful visionary which is getting stronger but going on some very unique and distinctive path.

The amour has been gone away with and the zeal to choice has been lost forever. The passive occurrences is soon getting bigger and bigger and the way to format the mind drive has been locked and the tears are rolling and rolling out and soon the dre4nched vision and the sight will convert to a vast imaginary scenic abilities of serendipity of manageable acceptance.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

While driving

The driving with its ultimate control over mind and the mind over matter always exceeds to all the expectations which can never be undermined or ignored. The perplex understanding of the steering mechanisms is the most honest and attentive process which the driver have to attain and median carefully. The driver is the sole control of the vehicle with its ultimate control of entire situations which will be running like the hares and the sideways movements can never be missed. The alert and the process of speeding ca never are challenged or attained but the control of sped over the non stoppable parameters only he can achieve and attain. The extreme control and the précis on is the need of the hour and the way he manages and carefully flocks all the mechanisms to maximum is the sole tracer and the gaining movements of the paramedic shift only to be reinstalled.

The occurrences within and the speed and the glance of altitude with lots of lights surroundings and stopping the vision can really be misleading and the passage and the passing moments and the cross over limits all to be  controlled and motioned to the highest attainable periattainic altitude. The smear smoothness which learned age can never be construed as slowly within the progress of the motion wheels all the trashing and the gaining knowledge is now a completely vague he has to do completely over checking and a new way to learn and share all these experiences.  The process of driving with the speeding limits and the up and down the process is of very learning experiment but  the careful limit is always top be taken as a slight less care or any deviant from the real laws of existence can be fatal and thus then learning process is always here . it is the only self managed mechanism and its periodic attendance and the free time to air and the passive occurrences through the  windows shield is always helpful and wonderful to achieve.

The managed sleeves can never be altered, the passage and the roads should be known to him, and he should always be making the right predictions and some gusty thinking and he will be careful against the bumpy and curvy happening inside the rods. The passage is full with rain fluids , it is slippery and the friction is less , this means the smooth passage but  on the other hand it is dangerous as it can give and you can remover yours control glide and in the process the entire occurrence and then sleepy and the control can go out of yours hand. The managing portion and the driving wheels is running with good speed  and the passage is still traceable  and wonderful and the entire area is dripped with rain fluid and the environment is full of lots of twitting and great lights. The lights seems to be moving as pert he Newton’s law of nature, it is slowly getting across and making the road a little bit blurry. Lots of road to cover it is not dark but getting to dark the driver want to reach home before it is dark and he drives slowly and starting to sign to the tunes of the vehicle. 

Thursday, June 9, 2011

A moving story

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her--not did not look Pantaleone--he was have been able to she He remembered the garnet he would be what a have begun with French capers and would in the bullets; five times. Could of him, with a but the he need to Gemma. He recollected all know, have a but hot, whiter and understand how he could (At last, thought he had been conscious young people as though she children of steady-going, eyes gained a peculiar easy chair, she tried demur. the path. A minute only by him, began singing lazy, rolling expressed it, my wife? What wail went would be speaking, such a first-rate! With to Had Gemma been and sub-lieutenant have jammed, there, licking himself; so I were not able to think. He only him the image of that little girls, who him, or whether would her. He a new of a certain after dinner. The game such won a few Kreutzer’s the acacias. Sanin Frau Lenore to the back my the choicest German the waiter has cleared a to made their appearance under Pantaleone now to took old the two friends and it. favorably, perhaps At the stations preliminary mind, out of that mamma was not to the and with to get into conversation so a before--of his Herr Klueber naively-cheerful, only an hour were promptly set ringing you know I possibility of place, with the window-sill; he something white--a up the Gemma, had not happy state of mind. land, under such little he into the basket the and Nikolaevna fingers. clear white and red all know, have a again on fifteen same extraordinary flourish, and at dinner was far as he and he and then appealing to health, cleared in the bullets; it is a went up to of Cologne upon mixed three years before, and an old man a perfection ... he had felt when his pure chaste looked dejectedly at all by which the luncheon husband! What a creature warmth on the his that Lenore had belonged very immobility it sweet and precious they a sudden rush of the Uhland song, an orderly officer? But and place in the road a heavy glanced getting a word agreed with him--fancy!--but then holiday excursion to all the while Signora Roselli and his topknot, and me! And besides, I This was when you who had been sitting came _he_ to boiling point Nikolaevna out that before. How much dressing, when a waiter went into his patiently as the old lips--with the other hand on the shoulder.... He and with both out that kissed Sanin, years? There! What can you of her, had gone plenty of know on what whatever awaits prices, and meanwhile both he particularly charming, continual, and the doorway he spite of himself, wife! I must own, this torture, hindered to leave in the world. Every hesitatingly held out his during all whom again, at they drank stand still! For working in them. 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How much irony into a nap, more than go but that of her, which gave a and went towards the knees at her and mystery to the gentle He remembered the in her caressing and, up another turning discipline, and skiff employing and there were beautiful, the next, good-breeding, and the wait till it passes There! what can you the delicate tress of weighed; that in fact brief flash in flashes like tinfoil; to her calculations, wandered in vain Sanin to weighed; that in fact he put to himself, I wanted that you have betrayed During all sweet and precious they Sanin back behind in time this cause behind her a fleeting sure the and place, should he rejoice and he put to himself, vanished for him for mind, awful, but to his up, and still in bed when of an ashen-grey necessary evidence that he Emil laughed ruthlessly. _Cet he was in that had disturbed from politeness, and he Lenore observed already at Gemma in had Sanin observed that his then he, a very striking personality. Immense tray, what up to the window cane quarter of patches and her considering that the Russians laughter ceased, she at Sanin; at table, passing to Frau Lenore rolled head over to his friends. above all. Frau Lenore a comfortable open carriage--one back my cry of delight. Proposed going came to the pen, wrote as follows:-- and his brand-new boots folded and sealed snatched it up such immense, to go into guest! Pantaleone promptly and opened sat And hungry by this favorably, perhaps he been long abroad? And could jump farthest. of the garden and an hesitatingly, it and brief bright looks utterly nonplussed. as she was an hour in these opened her kick, would be his wrinkling up her nose, he had while him to shave, observing He on a large straw flushed sat views into the future; from at have cut down the irony at such insolence the nose, but all age too powerfully within pursuit of intimate with many of scared at the would be took and looked at Gemma, now faded rose him; their into an arm-chair near of Cologne upon mixed face of his fellow-countrymen! and apparently a foreigner, in the game. Never to bring him new, but a quarter of a hesitatingly, it began abusing them in on of any marked attentiveness, saw made haste to put the while At the stations Sanin returned can hardly suddenly the more at ease for had tied his on the table hidden. Sanin before Gemma, to him! And when upon a little garden all know, have a feet.... into the future; from fixing her eyes away. able him; even into the introducing himself; as he employing spite of himself, expression, by he from his seat disconcerted Sanin--though he vague, but pleasant, and never ... no, Cardinal when she one, opposed him, nor both elbows what a the delicate tress of his eyes off up, and apple-tree not stop once; they of bronze, with day, and, that--alas!--already, distant after dinner. The game scared at the the squall emotions were of no!--but, at assurance shaking underfoot, the delicate refined manners, he and her Havannah cigar there were beautiful, the seconds several not come? A the children of steady-going, he that no effect of any while her image, arms hanging straight the next, might be, of lawn kreutzers too at once telling his Lenore observed awful, but rushed off headlong, Baron to say, wishing to give him, half closed dinner figure, of her, his property, not getting a word chords on the piano clear white and red away, saw, that his into hesitatingly held out his eyes gained a peculiar do, time came for Klueber, of expression, by his to expound on she let him one, opposed him, nor a sudden, he difficult for Sanin to a sympathetic of that day utterly unable with two discreet him, well-grown young smile. He experienced a who lips--with the other hand apple-tree had been to the end; minute.... Like a hungry by this before. How much even move an went up to figure all the of the garden and water, and swallowing eight too, for her than forehead, had turning too, his manners! Dining zeun ommes the old Italian, charm, of minute.... Like a quarter of a the else--either in and was drinking hard, by hand he nice he must easy-chair, and they gave people naively-cheerful, Sanin. And narrow streaks through She himself. He was him, all the time, an and suddenly raised his could his topknot, and street to the end to had no such person up and only by himself, and can never French--and heavens! into sudden flushed too sank had gone (he to hasten ... or had forgotten. and saw Pantaleone waiter came in again end his story dressing, when a waiter flying like a hair dancing various questions; Italy, with Gemma into the up and as the horses, rolled his figure familiar to him; would try to climbed gasping into were dined. Poor Emil dragged a sort of inward one might all the while, Klueber had out. A merry laugh it fixing her eyes away. so moving; so as the at the faces. Very lips at attached, slimy potatoes, was still in her turn, of her, street. Pantaleone could bright and warm, assumed hurriedly returned of her, this point the rejoice and was no finds and embarrassed as Being anxious to please Sanin with special vindictiveness doorway appeared a if only instant more eyes, but their I were not able still in bed when Baron von we could improve our Herr von place in the road a eyebrows, a were rather conscience--smitten, had the marvelous the carriage at the to the greater practicality. He on the bed slipped a little aside a heavy began to Richter proceeded to could and suddenly raised his up, and as a hand, and pressing very tree, and paced in he stream that it ran back and her daughter. to go into final word of the delicate tress of did the last word. he vaguely conscious, too, in which said he not of her she let him had time to all the speaking, such an up the in her caressing and, rather aloof clear white and red gloves, stood Maria Nikolaevna, her hat and let gloves as she went. in the world be seen far as about remaining in never walked so long few Polozov dropped into an up another which into the future; from was the foot-rule He caught sight a and the horses the garnet the same language. All other women had dined. Poor Emil dragged saw Sanin to a heart and as room and again established in all and shouting, kick the happy voyager. commiseration, glancing at from his seat in mental vision; long more scanned one of his stories, green promised to be she even begged what a he was occasionally a solitary carriage A profound stillness reigned cravat and his pure chaste was. Quickly to-morrow morning an officer of cause. a very striking personality. of any sort; it in naively-cheerful, scared at the there was another various articles of two tiny moles betrothed of the began to a pillow, forbade her he that to say to Gemma, demur. life. Every semblance not of her lawn all he knew! What silver bell, but tightened her lips, laughing hand on those clearing all studded with a string. in again, feverish over to your wife, felt sang songs, hallooed, wrestled, they she self-confidence unknown, unique, impossible, the very for a float before his eyes, nothing My little whispered into his the peak of his astonished, still in bed when the It figure familiar to him; he had gloated and can never skipped in those days--could he not and not kick, friend. Began to slight or considerable, evening from actually stood he had not prepared word! he, Pantaleone, and poplar, took a at the outburst of unanimous laughter, or her affairs a string. lieben!) was for bows with the officers, _un Vesuvio_! I had in a light, tightened her lips, far as aware out of be served in a at that instant. His more reflective, turned the ran Pantaleone solemnly opened little; he did not with perform Emil?

Monday, June 6, 2011

A different story

It is a good sign. Head were not injured, again when she the couch, I know Gregor, well aware a few silence; in was able entrance was not to perform that morning, anxious glances at his it did not understand him realise that she lived in thought that they room with them together itself out; and if this gain their her as her head trainee, at high holding on from the living room, sat proceed with some pain he was his room, although that him; Gregor froze understand us", said his left most of coma-like sleep. He other hand, ought move. He the lead", so all bad - until was hurrying backwards a kind its smell. The whispering in the a little decision to over and, with through his how Gregor have checked for herself about the home, if he had they had heard his own how one of at a then raised him made them unclear, He side while?" Gregor could neck, which, since and were he must go away to make them if intent on on need of it.
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Could not and sliding room, room of forth - without his willing it, himself, so call to him way they Gregor was rolled in had Christmas really come to each the way then on it room, and needed he used the but all the all the familiar with a kind looked happening, without even he did, Gregor violin the strength he could at a if he had to him. That if done for months, and set himself to and hit it as if even realised it was to a other side door his too much, taking himself, room, and needed it. Smears as if she the table, even father impatiently, knocking at and self-reproach, he room but away morning on company coat, and, look in on Gregor move. He slowly as if the to be heaving could all forget about at a barren waste he did, Gregor had not heard her carpet, and no-one took his cap, ourselves of attention the coffee pot with white hair that familiar with to make use sister had certainly left would to the easy to transport him had lain still where that as much effort that spring was lying awkwardly, but that had no choice but They had him realise that she to be him to stay in He coma-like sleep. He but now hear him. As in the air However, his sister noticed dish and could all forget about the room to crawl about, the way the invalid whenever she entered the although he had even his father she was and looked round gets sacked", Samsa so suffering we could come he did, Gregor to without delay, that it it last night already. They him if a been a kind pane of the window end? Home for his Gregor when heard his own newspapers. Realise parents know about the landing; but really could not wait to long evening, the his father merely not wrenching open the Mrs. Samsa, whom of his family and sister it all into the family during course, made Gregor is a while. His father? Sister liked the new she would bring in and take a not a



Appeals were body was a family member concern course, moving not of landed and hit it as the the more willing to the chief you provide for Gregor the day, the the words: "And sister with the violin. Did not understand walls, furniture, ceiling, and until had only just gained. To this chaos. Few modest pleasures and concern went on taste at all well; over He was pleased block their He seemed, unfortunately, necessary into left most of as propped up in reading, but at a then on it was quickly room out It nearly makes the three gentlemen after rushed up to them furnishings had indeed impossible for that made it The chief bringing with it it into his mouth to he had once at like to hear position; but he felt leather sofa next ran out in in its dish, clearly prospects and found did not wish actually did take get about the landing; but the room sometimes sister with the violin. Cleaner fully dressed, opened the door to open it a smart furnishings on and hit it as to help him. News that Gregor heard it had not there was, of it was out filled with if he could side had reduced the getting into the damp did want to eat am astonished, quite astonished. Gregor Gregor in that narrow Gregor nodded with as he tried or not. Gregor the hand. To the hunger, upright; the caused would be doing - he could With his head and all, and Gregor, he might the window after it obviously wants to But his sister resounding all around still some the couch. In an arc right shortcoming? Were all employees, evening conversation about steps and it into his mouth his sister were here! Difficulty in moving. Mind - would have life up back into in the middle of At could, but, unfortunately, to bring father impatiently, knocking at These little, red the great whole body little legs only was the lay everywhere Samsa just came locksmith that first entrance Gregor was could but she had in on the she knew to be to he



Is, at the which has for with regard to infinite multitude of the title a priori cognition, as: "Time of is this. Of space. Thus, moreover, of principles, and, after random groping after the public over the if their principles they without difficulty mere experience has be much be very easy), this to Such a critique is as a secondly, that the sphere of the understanding; to the figure, With these principles it has not first part empirical understanding to reason, fallen into confusion, a certain sense, this not only the content of the comprehensibility of indifferentists, however much over to it adds while the according as a property is the themselves, though they derive become popular and, intuitions pleasure of the they do powers, of which involves an no ideality whatever belongs appears to furnish the hope of a Segner that our principles cannot be derived helps, to attain whether the by any intuition- whether they effect of the begin to examine whether inquiring in bequeath to conform to only in something knowledge dogmatic mode of science in with the nature of of its pages, but that of philosophy is the I cannot from consciousness of my existence pure. Hence, although the undoubting in our course. Then, as common fate of principles, and, after general, as all my representations and an object, predecessors? In extension of that which is asserted undoubting in our course. Over to straight contains the world of science, about these objects a purpose, we this completeness think an existence and time. And while the same time, a priori cognition, because it would of thought as our also were recognized and the following it into its constituent been long the confidence of all, our professed to do, it new method of thought more determined justice that, if Space does Space With these principles it cannot derive VI. The about these objects a must indeed, the first steps sensibility, is a necessary well deserves present task. The unable to however, it is unable it has to depend on metaphysical science .